| Will Kauff ( @ 2005-08-16 00:48:00 |
My faithful readers.. aka Ashely Banas.. I thought i'd give a few updates..
First.. Marietta is a scary place sometimes.. like at night when you have nightmares.... i've been having really weird nightmares.. and people always say that it's in your dreams that youw ork stuff out that you can't or won't allow yourself to work out in the normal life.. well i've got some fucked up problems then..
Second. I'm so stressed out lately.. it's ridiclous how much i can't handle doing nothing.. I have a shit ton of free time.. but I'm so stressed about just doing nothing that ti's not even funny.. i just wanna have classes and shit to fill my scheldue with again.. cause sitting around doing nothing makes me stress even more cause i know that there are tens of thousands of thigns i should be doing.....
Third. Being stressed makes me be an ass at times.. and I kinda think that it's a different thing for me .. and I'm not in anyway saying I'm going to start being mean about stuff .. but i Think that i am going to start standing up for myself.. standing up for how i Feel.. So if you get back to school and find this new person who isn't really the Will Kauff that was here the past few years.. sorry.. but i'm tired of having people run shit when they can't or when they run stuff in a way that really doesn't get anything done.
Fourth. I'm so ready for classes so that i'm not always thinking about Res Life stuff.. cause thats really all i'm doing.. Res Life stuff.. and Cosplay stuff.. Thank god for Cosplaying.. it's about the only thing holding my santity.. I look at what others do and i think WOW i wanna be that good at some point...
OK wow..
i've rambled.. and it's really not hellped me any at all.. cause i need to bitch really really bad to someone..
jenna i think you i'll be calling you tomorrow..
Out
-Will K
First.. Marietta is a scary place sometimes.. like at night when you have nightmares.... i've been having really weird nightmares.. and people always say that it's in your dreams that youw ork stuff out that you can't or won't allow yourself to work out in the normal life.. well i've got some fucked up problems then..
Second. I'm so stressed out lately.. it's ridiclous how much i can't handle doing nothing.. I have a shit ton of free time.. but I'm so stressed about just doing nothing that ti's not even funny.. i just wanna have classes and shit to fill my scheldue with again.. cause sitting around doing nothing makes me stress even more cause i know that there are tens of thousands of thigns i should be doing.....
Third. Being stressed makes me be an ass at times.. and I kinda think that it's a different thing for me .. and I'm not in anyway saying I'm going to start being mean about stuff .. but i Think that i am going to start standing up for myself.. standing up for how i Feel.. So if you get back to school and find this new person who isn't really the Will Kauff that was here the past few years.. sorry.. but i'm tired of having people run shit when they can't or when they run stuff in a way that really doesn't get anything done.
Fourth. I'm so ready for classes so that i'm not always thinking about Res Life stuff.. cause thats really all i'm doing.. Res Life stuff.. and Cosplay stuff.. Thank god for Cosplaying.. it's about the only thing holding my santity.. I look at what others do and i think WOW i wanna be that good at some point...
OK wow..
i've rambled.. and it's really not hellped me any at all.. cause i need to bitch really really bad to someone..
jenna i think you i'll be calling you tomorrow..
Out
-Will K